eyebrow

prob

2009-01-12T04:11:00.001-08:00

today is not a really good day for me
i dun noe wat happen
probs jux come one by one to me
and they are BIG probs
haixs

like prob statement =x
just joking... haha
at least i still can joke
dun worry for me ok dear ^^
i am fine^^
hehee....

but i can't leave this prob lying around
i have to slove it as soon as poissible
i will do fine!!!!
ROAR!!!!

again...

2008-12-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

i am writing again^^
today i had a sad night =(
I have to buy cigarette for my dad and frens =(
people look at me like a big smoker like tt dun like =(
I cannot send dear dear home =(

dear after i think and think i had answer already
u ask me "wat if I could not send u home, some day"
my ans to u is...

dear I noe if I always send you home
one day ever send u home u will be sad
but if i nv send u home means i miss the chance to see u for tt moment
which u also miss the chance to see me during tt moment
i want to spend as much time with as possible
the few times tt I am not there will make u miss me
and make u love me more... likewise
this will make us cherish each other more

love u dear.... <3

nice day

2008-12-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

it was such a nice day today nothing went wrong
met a wonderful new person miss cheong
now i noe why Eileen is so close with her
haha...
i gt along well with her also
was better than what i am expecting

i think what miss cheong say is true
it is hard to come by when u love this person
and this person love u too...

and... for me i met this person already
and this perosn is none other than u...

none other than u my lil girl...

Eileen <3

2008-12-04T08:13:00.000-08:00

it is late att night i was doing ur present 1/2 way
and it did nt turn out well...
i cant contiune already...
sry girl... after tt...
i dun have the mood to do...
i really wanted to do for u...
but i cant i jux dun have the mood already...
my hands didn't want to work with me...
at least for now...

starhub...

2008-11-30T06:45:00.000-08:00

gt a new phone^^
but i give it to my dad
he was happy with the new phone^^

oh my... u found the acupoint to my mouth
cannot disturb u liao =x
gt a new number^^
i haven give everyone so anyone i miss out tell me ok^^
i will give my number ^^

the plan was good i feel
cause it fits me well
i dun call out and i only sms normally
the plan hav free sms and free incoming call^^

love u even though u make me open my mouth today
but i like to me u smile and laugh a the way^^
and heard u sing online =x

i didnt...

2008-11-27T07:04:00.000-08:00

i didn't mean to make u cry today...
cause you should know how much I love u

i didn't blame u...
cause I was also at fault

i didn't want to show this sad side to u again...
cause i know u will feel sad too

i didn't mean to make u feel that u are in wrong...
cause i would be angry of myself

i didn't mean to love u to but i did and i know tt...
u didn't mean to love me to but u did...

i didn't mean to love u so much but i did and...
u didn't mean to love me so much to but u did...

since I love u so much right^^
why will i hurt u...
i didn't mean to...
cause...cause
i really love u so very much already
and u to love me so much already
and this time i really did mean too...

RJ.....

2008-11-26T06:38:00.000-08:00

today's RJ question make me think of some things this is the question :

If there is one thing that you want to change the most in the world or in your life, what that would be? Please explain

than i wrote :

There is one thing that I always hope since young but it seems impossible- a world where everyone will have eternal life. This is a world where people wouldn’t have to fear death. I wish for a world that has peace, no conflict, where troubles are hardly seen.

This is because since young I hated this word, which is called “part.” I hate to part with anyone, be it my friends, my family and now also the one I love. When I was young the first parting I had was my grandma, I felt so much pain even though I was only 10 years old back then. Now, I know what death is. Death is a word that can bring fear to people, a word where people choose to avoid, and a word that hurts me the most. Because this is a parting that will be forever where I will never ever be able see this person again.

This is a reason you see why I cherish everyone that comes by even more, to the close ones, like my parents (who are already in their 50’s and 40’s already), my sister, best friends and lastly this girl that I have recently been with.^^

This is because I always feel that it is not only old people that will pass on. Like recent times there are sicknesses that are incurable and spread very fast like the SARS, bird flu. Who knows when is the next break out? Who knows who will be the next to be the victim of this illnesses right? I might be here today but left with 10 days tomorrow.

Lastly, recently I had just accepted Christ and become a Christian. In this religion I learn about eternal life, life after death and all, which I am very happy with. Because it fulfil all that I have wish of and couldn’t have achieve. Where I found more hope in life. But still I cherish all that are with me and I am also afraid of losing someone for now especially this girl that I love….

Thanks Eileen <3

and ya eileen i was never angry of u not even a single bit

u did not do anything wrong right...

why will i be angry of u??

i love u ok Eileen dear...

i believe in u dear...

i noe that u love me alot ...

i noe that i cn trust u...

u trust me right so why will i nt trust u...

dun worry so much k...^^

i am still the happy lil shawn shawn^^

love u...<3

moments...

2008-11-24T07:05:00.001-08:00

been quite some time since i blog...

hmmm.... quite a tough day today day

but i have my love there to support me...

and to be there for me...

when i have so much sadness in school today

went out with my gd frens derek wei how and bj today^^

brought eileen along^^

when to eat and with them

then we all play pool i was still the weakest among than T.T

but not so sad cause i had fun today

and eileen always rem what i tell u last night....

that i was happy that u tried to surprise me...

although it did not work as planned but i was still happy...

rem the 1st month my plan did not work also right...

but u were happy still^^

and also that i tell u not to use the word nvm...

cause i really do mind, i really do care...

i can't jux leave u behind...

we are a part of each other already...

how would u feel if i say nvm...

and yet u know tt there is something wrong...

u will also feel sad right...

u would also wan to care for me,

when u know tt there is something going on right...

and i know u would also not leave me behind...

so ya try not to use this word nvm again ok... my dearest lil girl

happy (:

2008-11-22T07:05:00.000-08:00

today is a happy day
today is the day tt i truly accepted God

and God answer my prayers today
He did it in a funny way
He made me laugh and laugh all day

especially the incident at ang mo kio hub...
haha i thank You for answering my prayers
i ask for energy and You give it to me.. through laughter
and i rem one thing...
joy of the Lord is my strength^^

today seeing u so happy makes me also so happy
seeing u dance and singing in joy
makes me happy
seeing u laugh at me makes me happy
seeing u saying tt u will blog all on me today...
makes me really really happy...

today...

2008-11-20T05:59:00.000-08:00

chrysanthemum tea!!!!!!!!!!

hope this cn make u laugh^^
hmmm.... u r sad today T.T
glad tt i can still make u laugh alittle
i was abit sad tt u r sad
i was more sad when u didn't wan to talk to me jux now
but thank God tt u willing to talk to me
also tt u r willing to give it a try
u r willing to believe tt i will able to talk u though

this is jux a short post...
but thank you^^
and if i didn't see tt can i might spell it as
chycenterman tea =x

thanks...

2008-11-17T06:36:00.000-08:00

thanks for all the work u help in doing of my new blog skin
thanks for staying up till 2am for me
thanks for the card that you give me

thanks for the way you look at me....
thanks for the way you smile at me...
thanks for the way you hold me....

thanks for the care you give me...
thanks for the love you give me...
thanks for the you give me...

thanks for the time u spend with me...
thanks for the feelingd you share with me...
and thanks for all the tears tt you have shed for me...

first time

2008-11-16T05:06:00.000-08:00

today is the first time,
i watch movie with u,
i eat beef noodle,
i went into a christian shop

u are also,
the first girl i ask out,
the first girl i held my hand with,
and the first girl i ever say....
i love u...

great to be able to watch movie with u today
and it is also our pay day
happy day ^^
and i gt to noe wat my name mean now
this name was given to me for some gd reason
and it is you...

hair

2008-11-12T16:05:00.000-08:00

we when to see her rebond her HAIR yesterday!!!

her HAIR is now so long and soooo straight....^^

we went too study at janet's place...^^

love....

2008-11-06T07:58:00.000-08:00

today was our 1 month^^
i plan out everything so well haha
from the beggining of this week^^

i stay up,
i bulff,
i learn,
i mix ,
i adjust,
i check,

to get on with this plan going

everything when fine the "moive"
was done even though it was not everything as plan
it fail a little... u still tear for me
my little girl
u see what i want to show,
u felt what i want to show ,
u know what i want to show,
u love what i want to show,

i too ..

see what u want to show,
felt what u want to show ,
know what u want to show,
love what u want to show,

really love by u... it is not the thing tt count
it is the heart felt words,
it is the effort,
it is the love ,
all this is the one tt counts
really felt loved by u

hope tt time would not come by so fast
hope to be with u by ny side
hope life was nv without u...

now and forever

WOOOOT

2008-11-05T06:30:00.000-08:00

alena!!! y u tell her -.-

oh my... i actually did not want her to know this

well what's done can't be undone^^

today's science lesson went well

my water project seems to go pretty well too

and you have been so good to me recently^^

ok all this while la.. hehe

well... everything for us seems to be well ^^

even though there are some little problem at times

like this song in my blog...

u came in at the right time of my life

u help me a lot

u brighten up my life

u were by me almost all the time

u were there for me when i am hurt

u laugh with me when i laugh

u play with me when i play

u took alot of my pics^^

u also love me so much...

and lastly u have been a very good girl during these days...

love...

days....

2008-10-27T09:17:00.000-07:00

today, was the first time i working with u...
today, was the first time i cry in front of u...
today, was the first time i see so much laughter from u...
today, was also the first time went to see u off below ur house...
today, is a long day.....

how i wish, tt u had lie on me....
how i wish, tt u would had hug me....
how i wish, tt u had held my hand...
how i wish, tt u had still say tt u missing me...
how i wish, tt u would still say tt u love me b4 u go...
how i wish, tt everything will have gone back....

i noe things can't jux go back
i believe, u will again lie on me someday...
i believe, u will again held my hand again...
i believe, u will again say tt u missing me...
i believe, u will again say tt u love me b4 u go.....
i believe, u will one day really kiss me....

blog....

2008-10-24T17:20:00.000-07:00

alot of things happen to me this few days
there is good and also bad pettey happy by saddness seem to take over every now and than
ok let's start with the happy things first^^
one thing is that my faci child is born ^^
she super small I eileen, jo and jing ying when to buy somethings for him
of cause not all our money it is from the class fund =p
on that same day I got a new sister...
but not a new born one =x

yesterday me jo and eileen went to look for dr chua
WOW.. it was amazing we learn alot and have our final desicion on wat to do for our project
that night i when out with my best fren derek and a secondary school fren
not mentioning ur name if u see my post... i hope u can get though this ok
u r still my fren even though i am busy always now
the way u use to vent ur angry and all is not very healthy ok...
is it because of ur stress u started to smoke again...
is it because of ur stress u started to drink...
i dun wan to see u like this ok...
i dun wan to see any fren of my to be like this...
hope that you can cope with all this...
and hope u will stop doing this kind of things to urself...
u still can look for me if there is anything that i might be of help
or u just need a listening ear...

girl... i noe sometimes i did something wrong yet i don't noe...
tell me if i do something wrong... girl
sometimes i really dun noe...
i dun wan to hurt u... i dun wan to see u like this
cause it hurts me inside... seeing u this way...
even if u hide this feelings i can still feel...

i noe that u dun like me to say this but still...
sorry...

i noe tt i make u angry at times...
i noe tt i didn't do the right things at times...
i noe tt all tt u did was for me...
i noe how much u love me... me too
glad tt i meet u... yet sad tt i hurt u at times
sorry again tt u hav to go though all this with me...
u should noe how much i feel for u...

Black & White

2008-10-07T22:53:00.000-07:00

Photos taken by Zong Li :)

hey YO!!!!!!

Life's been great, still, I'm loving the colour green.

& Enterprise UT's tough... ):

Hope that the Science UT will not be as tough. Haha...

There're more events coming up for IG, feel kinda tired and exhausted every night always...

Okay, updated, so stop bugging me to update. Haha.

2008-10-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

yaojie's sis here (:

chged his blogskin :D

but with his PERMISSION.

and he LOVES this skin!

this is all i cn do.

all the ppl out there.

please continue to BUG him to update this ALMOST DEAD blog! (:

well. tts all ciao. (:

^^

2008-09-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

i find that it has been a long time since I last blog =x

okok haha for those who still support my blog thanks ^^

i was the snow man this time

it is much more heavry than it looks

the sucess of pulling that net
even monkey have their sad day T.T

natrue!!! u should have smell it

KOALA KOALA KOALA ^^

2008-08-22T22:15:00.001-07:00

nvm i post something for u all see haha.....see tt koala bear guess who is it^^
it's ME haha part time job
they pay me 8 bucks per hour
lunch and dinner provided
plus for every 1/2 an hour work there is an 1/2 an hour break
WOOOOOT!!!!!!!!

a ture sad story

2008-07-23T22:33:00.000-07:00

it is a chinese song, she is not actully singer or writer

I dun noe who is the singer

but from what I noe this person had already pass away

when she noe that she dun have much time left in this world

she started to write this song for her bf

to tell her bf to contiune to live on earth
to tell tt she is already trying very hard to keep her eyes open
to tell him that she can't be with him any more
to tell him there is still alot she wanted to tell him

to tell him that she can't be with him any more

to tell him every time he hug her she can't bear to leave him

to tell him not to die away or suicide for her

to tell him to remember the promise he make with her

to tell him before the last time she close her eyes she wanted to say I love u

after long MC here...hehe

2008-07-18T18:55:00.000-07:00

miss my post anyone?

haha... busy for too long there's time for me now

muhahaha.... listen to this song I put on my blog very nice

you n I must make a pact....lalala lala lala

this is a song from the jackson 5

the nice part is tt there is no music

and the sch park is open WOOOOT

there are alot of new plants tt i hav nv seen b4

this is one of them

have been getting into the park for this days
dun really noe why haha....
first time was with wei how
2nd was with rachel
than wei how again
day 4 since the park is open
but i hav already been there for 3 TIMES
the third time I even walk till the end of the park
omg lol
haha...nice place there

the 2nd pic nice it looks like a face i took it there in the park too
haha...the real thing looks better^^

online shop

2008-06-20T20:32:00.000-07:00

click on the link or any of the words above to start!!!! http://www.unbalancedstyle.blogspot.com/
jux contact me or tag on the blog
if you want to buy any^^
jux supporting of fren^^

THE GIFT

2008-06-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

HAHA.... thanks rachel for, THE GIFT (angel playing violin)
hmm...it looks kind of fierce
will it bite??
angel :no(back facing devil with key at the back swinging at him)
devil :no.....(still in cage)

i am suppose to press it's teeth right
hmm...(puting finger to teeth)
(angel changing violin tone to danger)
devil still emoing not bothering at all)

AAAAARRRR!!!!!!!
because of the gruesome sight the rest of the pics are not taken
yaojie fainted after THE GIFT bit him
after"AAAARRRR!!!!!!!"
the rest are written by angel^^
last thing it is fun being yaojie's angel^^

normal day

2008-06-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

hmm...
nothing very special today
but i am still happy today!!
haha no stress today...
but being not a special day make it special!!
to many things happen this days
at last one day of rest!!
MUHAHAHAHAHA
hmm...actully still looking for the key
can't find angel also i wonder(devil: emoing pulling the bars)

movie!!!

2008-06-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Perng_Mang_The_Haunted_Drum_-_Movie

moive!!!

this is a nice moive it is of a ghost and man love story on a haunted drum

it is a nice moive for me^^

hope u will like this also

the link is on the top!!!

haha...proof here i go again

"smoke" "coughing" (gt a little choke by the smoke)-.-

green mile

2008-06-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

wat a long time today...
woke up at 5.30am
reach douby ghaut(7am to reach but start only at 8am)
walk to apointed spot
wait for the participants to reach my spot(which they came at 9)
walk till 5km(haven had breakfast )
back to mrt station
cycle 10km (still haven had breakfast)
than LUNCH!!
phew long day...ZzZzZZzzz

2nd class outing ^^

2008-06-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday I had a fun night...haha (not the day cause i go to sch for some ig thing)
wondering when will there be another outing^^
yovnne is here this time but peter is not(haiz)
if both of them were here this could be more fun right yovnne?(if you see this)

see this!!!i am on air (everyone was suppose to jump-.-'')

hmm...if gt shadow it will be better(u see the girl behind)

omg shes chaseing us RUN!!!!(haha....lol)^^

the amazing class W34B!!!
oh ya talking about yvonne jux now this is her tada

hmm...going off now stoping now
here i go(hands in pocket)
nvm i forget my smoke bomb today

i tink i left it some where....
anyway i am stoping now
ok i stop now^^

plastic bottle part 2

2008-06-04T16:22:00.000-07:00

oh thank god,(how did god noe did he read my blog?)

did u jux reply to my bottle thing

i don noe which god is real but thanks

always helping me^^

my devil side can stay back there longer(lock him in cage^^)

bottle hunting success^^(thank god again)

i actually went to plan F

looking for basketball courts(people normally become thirsty after basketball^^)

good i found enough(yeah!!)

bad is i am to engrossed i need only ten(crap i took 12)
my mom was shock to see me home with 12 bottles and washing them

(i feel like a crazy man ~.x)

kk...here i go again

WILL THIS THE LAST EP OF PLASTIC BOTTLES

IS HE REALLY GOING TO GET THOUGH SO EASILY

SAD BUT YES HE IS

yaojie smiling there muhahahaha

wakakakaka

devil "let me out,let m..."

angel "u r doing the right thing"key in pocket

me "hmm... i think i lost the key"

movie!!

2008-06-04T03:29:00.000-07:00

second post of the day
my sis intro me this movie
haha petty nice it is called"Sky of Love - Movie - Japan"
i watch it from crunchyroll lol
want watch this is the link tada
http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Sky_of_Love_-_Movie_-_Japan

dont want to say to much
later i become the spoiler =p
u want watch urself .....haha
it is a romances show anyway
nice show 5 star man

woot the rain jux stop
YEAH!!!
woot!!!
i think it is enough for the day
tada "poof" "smoke appear" i am gone

plastic bottles part 1

2008-06-04T02:38:00.000-07:00

alamak to is a weird day racheal sms me today....
saying to me to remember to bring 10 plastic bottles
OMG i totally forget about the bottle project!!!
afew ideas come to my mind
plan A to buy ten bottle drinks and finish them -.-''
plan B is to buy ten bottles also and pour them away(wasting what for i join that ig than)
plan C to dig though the dustbin(crap i hate this)
plan D to pour away all the light sauce, dark sauce etc (sure get scolding T.T)
plan E to steal from recycle bin(it's against my own values)

OMG i did the (crap i hate this) dam it even rain half way
think everyone can image the scene kind of dramatic...Lol
after 1/2 half i gt only one(i though that people always litter T.T)
holy, god doesn't help me today......
(maybe he is busy with some other people and never notice me today)
planing to go for plan E.... muhahahaha, wahahahaha, wakekekeke "cough"cough"
dam almost choke i think heaven is hinting me
(he did notice me sorry for that...^^l\/l peace)

oh my i hope tml will be better
plz look forward for my second ep on.......
plastic bottles part 2......^^
devil side "steal steal....."
angel side "no no no.....''
ME "yes haha, NOOOO, ye...."