If there is one thing that you want to change the most in the world or in your life, what that would be? Please explain
There is one thing that I always hope since young but it seems impossible- a world where everyone will have eternal life. This is a world where people wouldn’t have to fear death. I wish for a world that has peace, no conflict, where troubles are hardly seen.
This is because since young I hated this word, which is called “part.” I hate to part with anyone, be it my friends, my family and now also the one I love. When I was young the first parting I had was my grandma, I felt so much pain even though I was only 10 years old back then. Now, I know what death is. Death is a word that can bring fear to people, a word where people choose to avoid, and a word that hurts me the most. Because this is a parting that will be forever where I will never ever be able see this person again.
This is a reason you see why I cherish everyone that comes by even more, to the close ones, like my parents (who are already in their 50’s and 40’s already), my sister, best friends and lastly this girl that I have recently been with.^^
This is because I always feel that it is not only old people that will pass on. Like recent times there are sicknesses that are incurable and spread very fast like the SARS, bird flu. Who knows when is the next break out? Who knows who will be the next to be the victim of this illnesses right? I might be here today but left with 10 days tomorrow.
Lastly, recently I had just accepted Christ and become a Christian. In this religion I learn about eternal life, life after death and all, which I am very happy with. Because it fulfil all that I have wish of and couldn’t have achieve. Where I found more hope in life. But still I cherish all that are with me and I am also afraid of losing someone for now especially this girl that I love….
Thanks Eileen <3
and ya eileen i was never angry of u not even a single bit
u did not do anything wrong right...
why will i be angry of u??
i love u ok Eileen dear...
i believe in u dear...
i noe that u love me alot ...
i noe that i cn trust u...
u trust me right so why will i nt trust u...
dun worry so much k...^^
i am still the happy lil shawn shawn^^
love u...<3