gt a new phone^^ but i give it to my dad he was happy with the new phone^^
oh my... u found the acupoint to my mouth cannot disturb u liao =x gt a new number^^ i haven give everyone so anyone i miss out tell me ok^^ i will give my number ^^
the plan was good i feel cause it fits me well i dun call out and i only sms normally the plan hav free sms and free incoming call^^
love u even though u make me open my mouth today but i like to me u smile and laugh a the way^^ and heard u sing online =x
i didn't mean to make u cry today... cause you should know how much I love u
i didn't blame u... cause I was also at fault
i didn't want to show this sad side to u again... cause i know u will feel sad too
i didn't mean to make u feel that u are in wrong... cause i would be angry of myself
i didn't mean to love u to but i did and i know tt... u didn't mean to love me to but u did...
i didn't mean to love u so much but i did and... u didn't mean to love me so much to but u did...
since I love u so much right^^ why will i hurt u... i didn't mean to... cause...cause i really love u so very much already and u to love me so much already and this time i really did mean too...
today's RJ question make me think of some things this is the question :
If there is one thing that you want to change the most in the world or in your life, what that would be? Please explain
than i wrote :
There is one thing that I always hope since young but it seems impossible- a world where everyone will have eternal life. This is a world where people wouldn’t have to fear death. I wish for a world that has peace, no conflict, where troubles are hardly seen.
This is because since young I hated this word, which is called “part.” I hate to part with anyone, be it my friends, my family and now also the one I love. When I was young the first parting I had was my grandma, I felt so much pain even though I was only 10 years old back then. Now, I know what death is. Death is a word that can bring fear to people, a word where people choose to avoid, and a word that hurts me the most. Because this is a parting that will be forever where I will never ever be able see this person again.
This is a reason you see why I cherish everyone that comes by even more, to the close ones, like my parents (who are already in their 50’s and 40’s already), my sister, best friends and lastly this girl that I have recently been with.^^
This is because I always feel that it is not only old people that will pass on. Like recent times there are sicknesses that are incurable and spread very fast like the SARS, bird flu. Who knows when is the next break out? Who knows who will be the next to be the victim of this illnesses right? I might be here today but left with 10 days tomorrow.
Lastly, recently I had just accepted Christ and become a Christian. In this religion I learn about eternal life, life after death and all, which I am very happy with. Because it fulfil all that I have wish of and couldn’t have achieve. Where I found more hope in life. But still I cherish all that are with me and I am also afraid of losing someone for now especially this girl that I love….
Thanks Eileen <3
and ya eileen i was never angry of u not even a single bit
today is a happy day today is the day tt i truly accepted God
and God answer my prayers today He did it in a funny way He made me laugh and laugh all day
especially the incident at ang mo kio hub... haha i thank You for answering my prayers i ask for energy and You give it to me.. through laughter and i rem one thing... joy of the Lord is my strength^^
today seeing u so happy makes me also so happy seeing u dance and singing in joy makes me happy seeing u laugh at me makes me happy seeing u saying tt u will blog all on me today... makes me really really happy...
hope this cn make u laugh^^ hmmm.... u r sad today T.T glad tt i can still make u laugh alittle i was abit sad tt u r sad i was more sad when u didn't wan to talk to me jux now but thank God tt u willing to talk to me also tt u r willing to give it a try u r willing to believe tt i will able to talk u though
this is jux a short post... but thank you^^ and if i didn't see tt can i might spell it as chycenterman tea =x
today is the first time, i watch movie with u, i eat beef noodle, i went into a christian shop
u are also, the first girl i ask out, the first girl i held my hand with, and the first girl i ever say.... i love u...
great to be able to watch movie with u today and it is also our pay day happy day ^^ and i gt to noe wat my name mean now this name was given to me for some gd reason and it is you...
today was our 1 month^^ i plan out everything so well haha from the beggining of this week^^
i stay up, i bulff, i learn, i mix , i adjust, i check,
to get on with this plan going
everything when fine the "moive" was done even though it was not everything as plan it fail a little... u still tear for me my little girl u see what i want to show, u felt what i want to show , u know what i want to show, u love what i want to show,
i too ..
see what u want to show, felt what u want to show , know what u want to show, love what u want to show,
really love by u... it is not the thing tt count it is the heart felt words, it is the effort, it is the love , all this is the one tt counts really felt loved by u
hope tt time would not come by so fast hope to be with u by ny side hope life was nv without u...
went out with my gd frens derek wei how and bj today^^
